Friday, June 22, 2007

Could be your eyes, could be your smiles.
Could be the way you freed my mind.

When you miss the chance of spending the evening,
Holding that special someone close.
When you miss the touch that tingles the soul,
And distance seperates you so.

Well, guess what. Sweep the dust off those long lost tracks.
Cause listening to love songs at nights like this,
It places just as much a smile on me,
As it does on yours. (:

And I hope you'll always know.
You are my everything. <3

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

if ever we stand your hand in mine,
we could watch the waves crash upon the shores,
as we scream our hearts out.

if ever the sun stays this way,
an orange-red yarn of romance,
i could lie awake and hear you sing forever.

if ever the wind throws your hair back,
and the ocean breeze chills your heart,
could i offer my jacket,
could i be the one whispering warmth,
into your life.

if ever,
if only i could.

how beautiful it'd be.

Saturday, June 09, 2007

After all this time,
I never thought we'd be here.
I never thought we'd be here.

Awhirlwind of events, and a hurricane of thoughts. Seems like no matter how many times I yell at myself to turn back, the feet only carries the heart forward. I'm too tired to blog about today. I'd better get some sleep, no, study first, sleep later. ):

Oh yes, the one reason I'm here.

Today, I was walking past Wisma Atria. There was this hip looking, middle-aged man playing the guitar in a small cafe alongside the walking aisles. So there I was, lost in my thoughts walking by, when his voice, or rather, the lyrics that filled the air made me stop in my tracks. That song, I thought, is so.. familiar. I thought hard and long, and then it hit me. Blind, by Lifehouse! It was a song that I've been wanting to learn for so the longest time, but I always couldn't find time to do so. It's amazing how one small event like this can speak right through your heart.

When my love for you was blind.

The singer's eyes met mine. The cafe was less than half-filled, but still, there were people in it. But somehow, his voice transfixed itself into my head. The lyrics played itself out, word by word. And it meant alot. I don't know why. It just did. Minutes passed. The song was playing, and still, his eyes were firmly fixed on me. Either that man over there is gay, I thought , or the song's telling me something. Instantly, I figured option one was a stupid option. Which leaves me with.. option two.

And I guessed it did tell me something.

But I couldn't make you see it.
I couldn't make you see it.

That I love you more,
Than you'll ever know.

Thursday, June 07, 2007

I was just guessing,
At numbers and figures.
Pulling your puzzles apart.


Ran off to study today. I guess some time spent alone does do you good sometimes. Fiddling with thoughts of all sorts for the entire evening, the doorway seemed to open for me to step back into a world I haven't been visiting for a while. Into somewhere.. strangely familiar. Yes, the rustling of leaves, cling and clatter, and then dead silence. Oh yes, how could I forget. This is the place where I used to run away to, a place where everything seems right when the world outside spins on another axis, this is.. my place.

Questions of science,
Science and progress,
Do not speak as loud as my heart.


This is the song which shot up to number one on the iPod charts today. (: I still find songs a wonder; somewhere out there, there will always be one song that perfectly paints your heart out on a blank canvas. Pity I'm still tapping impatiently on the table waiting for a chance to place my own playlist into the iPod. Until then, I'll make do with what I have.

Many things seem to flow back as I stared blankly at my notes. Words that made a lot of sense in the past made even more today. Sometimes, I really wish I could turn back time and start all over anew. Yes, people all around the world say that, and most of them just want to reverse their mistakes and walk down that different path they chose not to take then. Me? I don't really care less, I'd gladly take the exact same route again. Just for my path to cross yours again. (:

Tell me you love me,
Come back and haunt me.
Oh, and I rush back to the start.

Everything seems to be back like before. When I used to tell myself this and that, the earth spins clockwise and lemon tea tastes sour. But afterall, I'm only human. Apples fall because gravity spoke its law. Humans? They fall because perfection spoke imperfection. (:

So we'll just have to accept it.
Newton did. So why shouldn't we?

Running in circles,
Chasing tails.
And coming back as we are.

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

Near, far, wherever you are.
I believe that the heart does go on.

Seems like a long while since I could find these words again. Been searching high and low, under the blankets and behind the door, but those impish things know my room better than I do. Yes, say hello to some of the As, the Bs, and the Cs, before they run off on their own again.

So my stubborn feet brought me down against my will. Makes no difference, I thought. I was heading to the library anyway. Well, either my feet bribed my brain with some lousy mind-booster pills.. or my brain decided to sleep at the wrong time. Ended up at a high-class hawker centre, but I didn't feel like eating since I already ate a little with Jethro. At least, things turned out fine. A long hearty chat, I guess time and fate work together to make fun of us puny human beings. Oh well, listening to myself, I sound pretty old, giving advice and all. Maybe I am. Old-man hansheng, grey hair and a walking stick. (:

Once more, you open the door.
And you're here in my heart.

The stars were plenty tonight. The crashing waves seem to tell a story; reflections on the water from the city lights shone the cast of the story plot.

And I wished you were there with me.

And my heart will go on and on.

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

Hello, world.
I aspire to be something more. (:

Friday, June 01, 2007

As he laid awake beneath the stars, he wondered where he really stands. By the time he finally realized, the clouds have already overshadowed the blinking lights in the sky.

But still, he loved.